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[15 Jun 2007|12:00pm] |
I will never be going on a plane again in my life.
That was terrible.
I don't understand how people can be so calm and chill and not worried.
Ugh ... never ever again.
But Puerto Rico itself was pretty
Out hotel was really nice with our own beach.
and a realyl nice swimming pool. With lots of places to walk around.
I got to go to the Rain Forest.
I don't really agree with what they do with it.
I always thought it was just a big forest.
But there is a bunch of paths and people even live on it.
It's weird.
But still really pretty.
Being able drink was cool.
But I puked the first night and was done after that haha.
Everyone is pretty chill down there and slow.
They drive like maniacs and don't use the lines on the roads.
I can't really think of anything else.
It was nice though cept for the plane of course.
I don't think I've ever missed my family and friends so much.
My graduation is tonight.
But I'm going to Casualties with Matt instead.
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[06 Jun 2007|03:15pm] |
daammn it's been a whille.
i only have 2 days of school left.
it's pretty weird.
kinda sad .. but not really haha.
i dont think it will hit me untill next year when everyone is going back to school and i'm not.
i've decided on going to Pennsylvania Beauty Academy.
im going to go visit when i get back from puerto rico
ill be going there sunday. IM N3RV0UZ!!!
planes are gay.
but atleast i can legally drink down there.
so basically just sittin on a beach or by the pool, drinkin with matt.
sounds pretty wonderful.
just planes ... ew
so anyway. i can't think of anything else new.
ive been suppper busy.
if im not working. im with matt. if im not with matt im with friends.
and if im not doin any of that im sleepin or at school.
i cant wait for summer so i can maybe have a day to do not one thing.
i had inschool for 2 days.
and i think it saved my life, and for me to be able to graduate.
cause i actually did work and stuff.
it was ballah.
and fun.
i think that tis it. bye =D
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[20 May 2007|11:02pm] |
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It's been a while. Lots have happened. Maybe, probably not. Things are well with Matt. They had been pretty rough. Like last week I talked to him about going on break because I felt guilty about everything going on. But we stayed together, and I'm glad. Friday was his birthday. We went to the Drive-Ins and he stayed over all weekend. Last night was NH prom, of course I didn't go. But people came over after. It was cuutez. Today was busy. Work 12-6. Then hung out with Ryan Betcher and his friends. I haven't talked to that kid in forever. But on Wednesday night I went to Strike Anywhere with Bekkaz and he was there, so we've been talking again. It's cool. Then I met up with Kayla, Bekka, and Chelk at enp and that was ballaahhh cause we haven't hung out just us four in forever. I miss those guys. Anyway I wish it was Friday night again and I was at the drive ins with Matt. my hair is cut. its so ugly. i look so ugly. ehhh i dont know what to do with it. i misss long hair so much. grooww betch grow! I'm out of school on the 8th .. I think that's like not even 3 weeks away. Mmmm and then I'm going to Puerto Rico with Matt. It should be awesome. I'm scared of plans. beaches + fattnes = v_v
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[10 May 2007|09:50pm] |
LAST NIGHT WAS INTENSE....
bekkaz and i went down the south side .. you know the usual just hanging out and stuff.
when we see this fiiiiine peice of ass walk in the door.
so we do the usual thing we do be all creepy and weird and look at dem and stuff.
and we notice this kid lookin back too.
and we get all giggly and stuff.
so finally this boy comes over askin for a cigarette and we end up talking to him
eventually we start talking about how they have paintings in their apartment.
we tell them how we want to see, so they invite us back to their house.
IT WAS NOT SHADY. if you saw this kid you would have done the same. he was gorrrggeeouss and just really nice and funny.
so we go back to their house like up the hills from e. carson.
with him and his friend.
his apartment was awesome. you can climb out the window onto the roof and get the perfect view of the city.
then they ask us to come to this bar.
and we are definatly down.
even though i def had school the next day.
and we had nooo idea how we were getting home.
the kid dave bought us some ying-ling .. haha ghetto.
it was great
and i dno hahah it was fun.
we give up on ever getting home.
and we spent the night there.
it was glorious and just so random.
i loved it.
i didnt go to school today.
it was ballin.
work was awesome.
new kid started.
finally someone i dont hate.
he is cutez and nice.
i talked to him the whole time.
it was also ballin.
ya so ballin.
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| OMGZ IM IN COZMOZ SHHH!!! |
[08 May 2007|08:56am] |
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Currently I should be doing my Final Project Essay for Cosmo ... but I don't feel like it nor do I have enough info to complete .... sooo since Beattie isn't a bitch that blocks errrthang such as North Hills, I decided to update.
""Hear is Nessticle ::: HI LOWENS ELJAY I LOVE LOWEN SO MUCH. SHE IS PRETTY. AND HAPPY. I LOVE LOWEN
HERE is Kayla.... Lauren said she was going to fix that error above.... but she isn't now... she's a betch.... it's okay though because I think we are going to go get a soft pretzel shortly. Jake Gillenhal and Edward Norton should have a love child because that thing would be BOMB AS HELL MAN. some creeper lady with bad blonde and red color keeps going past. i want to help her. she looks ugly. THE END@@@ i love lauren. a litle.a hahahahahahahahah""
Annyyywayyy .....
It's been a while since I've updated. Well at least an unblocked entry. Though everything is cool now. I have to work tonight .. and I would rather have fun somewhere or do nothinga t home.
But ya ... I don't think I have enough time to really write and enty. So I give you a holla lata ELJAY.
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[22 Apr 2007|10:52am] |
that show last night was ... the best thing in the world.
anti-flag was amazing, they still put on such a good show.
going with kayla, bekka, and chelsea was awesome.
we all just danced the whole night.
it was amazing.
..... NICK KRATSAS .... o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o it was very nice to see that boy again.
agggghhhhhhh lots o ass grabbin and probably the nicest hug ever.
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daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmnnnnnnnn
that show was just perfect.
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[17 Apr 2007|10:13pm] |
i believe i like this kid more and more each time i see him <3
yesterday we were driving back to my house. and we were on this small street in robinson by the mall and shit. because it was raining so hard we slipped around a turn and did a total 180 and hit the curb in his truck. if another car had been coming .. that could have been very bad. ive never been so scared. i get so worried v_v it sucks.
this saturday is going to be fucking awesome.
antiflag and big d .. with bekka, kayla and chels.
i dont think it can get any better.
i want it to be friday and i wanna see my boy and hug him for like 136356 hours.
i love him soo much.
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[10 Apr 2007|06:32pm] |
i wish this was as cool as it used to be.
The break from school was nice.
im not feelin to happy right now.
i dont know that happens a lot.
its annoying.
i wish i felt like doing something.
i have school work to do.
school shouldnt exist.
what else is new?
sidney is cute.
i need to get payed .. mm tomorrow.
i want to go shopping.
mm yaaa.
i got a stalker this past week.
he went up to my school and gave the office a card to deliver to me.
it was scary .. but funny.
matt yelled at him.
it was cute, he isnt the jealous type really.
but ya it was cute.
he let me drive his truck.
trucks are for hicks.
when you come around my house notice all the sweet skid marks on bepler and coming off mcknight.
he loves scaring the shit out of me.
my music is too loud.
leftover crack is my favorite band..
but right now i feel like listening to slow music
FUCK THE COLD.
WARMNESS COME THE HELL BACK.
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[02 Apr 2007|09:27pm] |
I've wanted a day to chill and do nothing in a really long time. Today is the first day since forever I've had nothing to do, and I haven't felt this depressed in a long time. I hate sitting at home doing nothing all day. Plus last night I only got like 3 hours of sleep until Matt woke me up and went to Eat N' Park.
Last night was ... amazing? I've been worried about it for weeks, and I never would have guessed it would have turned out so big. All the bands were really fucking good. How did I even get such great bands. Though I couldn't even fit down there in my own basement. There had to be around like 70 kids there .. maybe more. It was insane. All the kids I see at all the good shows were there. The whole like Pittsburgh punk scene. Kids from Ohio and Wisconsin. It was intense. I'm pretty proud though, I mean my house last night .. was the place to be. The drummer of Caustic Christ was there .. dammnn. I just hope everyone had a good time. It didn't even get too bad. I mean broken glass, breaking the stair thing. But it really wasn't too bad. Though I don't think I could ever do that again. That was way to much stressen. And I'm still amazed that my neighbors didn't call the cops. I really just hope people had fun. We raised around like $70 for P.O.G. which is good considering we let some kids in for free, and only made some kids pay about like $2 or $3. .
I miss Matt like crazy though right now. Today's our 1 year, 1 month .. I thought I would be like chill with missing him so much since it's been so long. But he's still all I can think about.
It's thunder storming out <3 I'm really glad. Gives me a reason to stay inside and do nothing.
I only work like Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday morning. I'm pretty pumped for that. I just wanna go see Hills Have Eyes 2 with my boy. Hopefully go shopping a lil bit. Then definitely color my hair something awesome. I don't know what's up with me trying to do the natural stuff .. I get bored wayyy to easy.
Sounds like a good week though.
Fuck the coldness coming back.
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[29 Mar 2007|09:38pm] |
My boyfriend is the most amazing person in this world.
And there is absolutly no one else who could ever compare.
He's such a terrible driver v_v
Well just crazy ... and driving with him makes my stomach hurt.
He dropped me off just a few minutes ago, and I miss him more then anything.
My show is on Saturday. I'm nervous.
But I feel better after talking to Casey.
But I dno .. hope all goes well =|
Sleep, School, Work, Sleep, School, Work .. the next two days..
I hate that. I just want to be with Matt.
My moms in the hospital.
She has been since Monday .. but they still don't know what's wrong with her.
Hospitals suck .. just walking in there makes me wanna cry.
She seems better, I think she may be coming home tomorrow.
I hope so, it's really weird here and lonely.
I couldnt imagine sitting in that bed for 4 days in a row.
It makes me feel terrible.
I just want it to be Saturday.
And for Matt to be here.
Then chill with my good friends after the show,
that will be nice.
Agh, I hope everthing goes okay.
My mom has no idea about it.
She just thinks it's a few friends.
Ugh.
I want Matt here.
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[19 Mar 2007|08:03pm] |
Leftover Crack Show <3
Waiting outside for like an hour and a half or two ours in the snow fucking sucks.
But watching drunks get kicked out before the show even starts is fun.
I saw loots of kids I used to chill with back in the day.
It was nice.
Club Stratus fucking sucks.
You walk in and there is ground. But then there is like this platform taking up most of the room that people stand on.
But then the stage is like below that and there is small floor in from of that you can stand. but can only fit maybe like 70 kids. and everyon else has to stand on this platform thing in which you cant even see the band.
.. Make sense? No. Exactaly. That was lame as hell.
But everything else was great.
I went down with my friend Casey and met Matt down there.
Citizins Fish was good.
As was Leftover Crack .. they didn't sound shitty or drunk which was suprising.
But the crowd was great.
They stayed over night. Went to ENP with Matt and Pat the next morning.
Later wen to this show with Kayla, Bekka and Chels.
Cause this girl I met before was in one the bands playing which I was curious to see.
I didn't even get to see them.
The bands were so shitty. We just made fun of them and danced and fucked with other people there.
So it was actually fun.
But ya Those Who Fear Played .. haha ew.
And since all the other bands also sucked, I couldnt stay there anymore.
So we got pizza and went back to Chels's.
Smoked, Drank, it was awesome and really fun.
I love those gals.
Work today eh.
and umm none tomorrow.
I wanna see Matt. It feels like forever since we havent been able to chill alone in a dno how long. I really want to see him. But I don't think that will happen till like Saturday maybe v_v
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[04 Mar 2007|06:45pm] |
So I'm pretty much happy with everything.
I love my friends. I have everyone I want now. So now everyone else can die.=]
It's about time; usually I get annoyed with girls cause they are always so bitchy all the time, but not these ones. They are f'rill. I've got back in touch with all my good friends I haven't talked to in a while.I've been hanging out with Bekka and Chelsea a lot lately, I'm so glad I've missed them. Last night was soooooo much fun. I've also started talking to Alex again at school and such, and I don't remember why we even stopped talking.
Ya everything's all good now. I love Matt. He's seriously the greatest guy in the world and he would do just about anything for me. He's not some shaddy asshole who I can't trust, he's just aakjghadjfhg awesome. Thursday was our 1 year. We went down Southside and chilled. I got this ...
yaaa represent. I think this tattoo has more meaning then any other one I have. I love this place. And I'm pretty sure I'll be staying here forever. And if I were to move I'd always have this place with me .. and all the good times. I'm absolutly in love with it. I got it at In The Blood. That place is the shit. From now on I go there for everything.
Anyway, everything is perfect.
I love everything.
I need to go to a fucking show right now.
Leftover Crack is coming up.
Also my show.
I don't even think I'm ready for my show.
I'm worried about how many kids will be there, it's going to be too intense.
I finally did my graduation project.
Well some. Better then nothing.
Here's a lil recap of last night ...
oh man ....
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| you can hear me before you see me i got king kong in the trunk |
[26 Feb 2007|09:48pm] |
This weekend was pretty good actually.
Matt stayed over Friday night, I like seein him for long periods of time since I don't get to see him lots anyway. And I like waking up to him and all the kisses. But before he left I dont even know what happened, but there wasnt a hug or saying bye 5 times before he left. And when he went in his house, I don' think I've ever missed someone so much in my life. But everything is back to normal now. We didn't really talk about it, but oh well. I'm seein him tomorrow. Maybe going down the southside. Anddd Thursday is our one year. I think we are going down the southside then too. i think ill get my tattoo then.
saturday night was really fun. finally got to hang out with bekka and chelsea .. its been forever. then kayla came too. we went to laser strom. there was lots of lil kids. we played a game .. the kids were excited to have us hardcore teeenagers on their team. of course we won. we got like over a 1,000 tickets. and got a bunch of shit. including a woopie cushun we took to enp with us when we were done ... that was entertainin.
i worked today it was eh. i got sims 2 and sin city there a few days ago. niiice.
no one reads these anymore. i dno why i still write.
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[20 Feb 2007|10:44pm] |
This week was awesome with barley any school.
I don't rememeber what I did but I didn't work for 6 days in a row, so it was cool.
Matt came over today. :] He brang ...
and we went out to lunch. We didn't get to do anything cute of Valentines day so today was kinda like that. Friday he is takin me shoppin!! I got him some stuff and I'm gettin him Leftover Crack tickets as soon as they get to Brave New World.
Also Matt's mom finally decided on where we are going on vacation.
Purto Rico!! from June 10-14th.
It's going to be supperrr nice with the beach and clear water and the matt.
Sittin on the beach with Matt late at night and just ahhh I'm excited. =]
Hopefully I get all skinny by that time, Imma try really hard.
I dno I just want it to be Friday now!
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